Z day ~

One of the kids, a third grader, looked down my shirt today . LOOOLZ but he’s a little special so I don’t really care .. He was hugging me then he tippy toed to look down my v-neck . LOLL THIS KID….! Anyways watched Snow White and the Huntsman today !!! It was pretty good ! ): I hate that the one dwarf died 3 I shed two tears LAWLS .
I’m really tired today … I just wanted to go home after movies… But I didn’t drive so I have no such option since the rest of them wanted to try out Muse, which wad too packed anyways . I kinda knocked out at Salju Dessert … And I was cranky after Lila drove me home. I think I said something mean… And then my mom wouldn’t leave me alone since Lila went to Culver City to party or some shit . God I slept at 1 something yesterday and woke up at 6 … Can you just gtfo of my bed and out of my room . Let me fucking relax without you breathing down my neck about calling and texting Lila every 10 seconds . So fucking overprotective . -___- annoying as fuck.

81. Issues

I have extreme commitment issues. Honestly. I never like to get too close to any boy. Once I get a inkling that there’s any feelings beyond friendship, whether true or not, I will start shutting that person out. I hate mushy shit. I just can’t… stomach the lovey dovey language. I can’t respond to that. I just don’t know what the fuck to say. Especially if I don’t feel that way … Some girls like that. But I guess I should have been born a boy. I am like.. heartless. LOL Or maybe I’m a natural slut. I like the flirting, the chase, but never the commitment. “Always want what you can’t have.” LOOOOL AHHAHA Ohkay. Maybe it’s because I’m a maximizer. Like Chin said, it’s like when you’re on a radio station which is playing a song that you enjoy, but you check all the other stations to see if there’s something else you’d like more. It makes life hard, because you’d always have this niggling little thought in the back of your mind, “What if I was with this person instead? Or this one? I need to find a better fit.” Etc. Lawlsss . 

Almost hit myself in the face with my laptop.

I fuckin would. 

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I honestly have not had one day where I haven’t been mad at either parent for a long time… 

I have anger issues….

I am bored at townhall )): but the food was so good . Sigh ~2.5 hours more to go !

I iz da dumb juannnnn lalalalalalhahalalaloalapalajdowpsh

2 weeks until EDC. 2.5 weeks until I graduate. (:

Soon. This will all be over .

Fancy prom.

黑心。

I AM SO TIREEEEDDDDDDDDD ~

So on Friday, I ditched school. Senor ditch day ya know ~ . Btw, it was such a fucking bluff !! LOLOL But someone told me that people were still handing Scanlan notes at prom. LOOOOOOOL. Hahahha bitch !! Anyways . I woke up at like 11. Showered and got ready to wake up my sister to go Downtown LA to buy my prom dress LOLOL. I am so fucking last minute. Picked up Beverly from the pool at around 1PM, cause she was out of school anyways. And off we went !! Walked around a bit. Ended up getting my navy blue one shoulder dress. ^o^ Yayz ! Bev and my sister got earrings. Then jiejie dropped me and Bev off at Bella’s Nails to get our nails done, while she went home to put on her face lawls . She ended up falling asleep. My gradient nails !! ^_^ Bev’s cousin, George, came over to celebrate Beverly’s acceptance to UCI ! He took me home while they went out to eat. And Lila woke uppppp. Then Rachel came over. And then off to ze party . ^_^ I sink Rachel was bored . ): It was a funny party hehe . They are so crazy.. Went to James’s house for food . And got home at 6AM. 

Woke up at 12PM with a phone call from Bev. Showered and ate before heading over to her house to do hair. (: Pampam left right before I got there ): BUT I SAW THE PICTURESSSSSS. SO PRETTY ♥ My hair took a while.. and the curls die so fast . ): My hair is not meant for curls. Heavy hair spraying . Lawls . Bev finished with her hair and makeup and we rushed out back to my house so Lila can do my makeup. (: There were little kids across from Bev’s house selling lemonade !! For 10 cents a cup ♥ omg. SO CUTE . The little boy was pouring the second cup and then I guess it was too heavy and the lemonade spilled all out of the pitcher LOOOL . SO CUTE . Yeahh.. We are such laggers.. or rather I am. LOL . Kevin got to my house and my sister took us to go get the corsage, then to Cerritos for pictures ! Pictures took a long time. ): Got there like 6:40 and finished at like 8. Got to prom at 9ish ? BUT ONE OF THE WORKERS THERE SO FUCKING CUTE . ^o^ dresses wellllllllll ~ Food wasn’t bad. But I got a plate of food, and when I sat down. I realized. I didn’t feel like eating. LOL Fuck. What a waste of food. Same thing at In N’ Out. Physically not hungry, but mentally hungry. LOL After prom we went to Henry’s house instead of the Mexican after parties LOL . Watched a few movies and played BP. But we succcccccccccccccck sigh ~ Fell asleep for a little bit cause of the tiredness from the day before. Jiejie came to pick Bev and I up at around 4 and took us home. Marcus knocked outttttt. ^_^ I lost a peacock feather earring. ): I took out my studs which are 16g and put in the peacock feathers in, which is thinner than 20g… I suppose that’s why it fell out so easily ): 

And I got tricked into waking up and going out to eat with the promise that I can go back to sleep after we eat. LOL Gah I am so stupidz.